I'm back!!..sorry to have been gone so long..

Wow how long have I been gone! I am so sorry I have been AWOL but I just don't think I am very good at this so it had become a bit of a I have sorted out my head and decided just to treat it like a diary, I have kept a diary since I was about 13 years old, writing in it at the end of every day with all my thoughts and emotions including special signs and colour coding for various events in my life. When I read back my old diaries I feel like I am transported back to that time in my life..weird..I enjoy how moments of time felt so important yet have no significance in my life today, I love that I have matured and know what and who IS important in my life, "growing up" does have it's benefits.
Thank you for being patient with me ...I am back rearing to to go, watch this space! xxxx